
My laptop is dying. This malfunction was not timed well, but that's how life is in our broken world. Tomorrow after church, I leave for Columbia, SC, for two weeks of classes, and my laptop will be missed. Anyone have some cheese? I've got plenty of whine.
When I turned the laptop on yesterday morning, it would start and run for about 3 seconds and then cut off, then restart on its own, and then cut off again, and then just keep cycling on then off. Yesterday was a frustrating day of trying to figure out what was wrong and how to fix it. (I even tried hitting the underside of the laptop a couple of times -- at the suggestion of Rich Stratton -- and then turning it on. Believe it or not, this remedy worked...for about 10 minutes.) I guess my Compaq Presario 2100 is going to that great computer junk pile in the sky.
I'll be continuing my studies at Columbia International University. The two courses I will be taking toward my MDiv are "Biblical Foundations of Leadership" and "History of Global Christianity 1". For the leadership class I had to read "The Emotionally Healthy Church" by Peter Scazerro with Warren Bird. It was the most unusual leadership book I have ever read. It's premise is that unless we deal with our personal internal, underneath-the-surface fears, pain, grief, hurts, anger, and such, we can never truly become like Christ. That's because what's inside of us will always work its way to the outside. This is important for leaders as well, for a church leader needs to help his or her flock grow in Christlikeness by addressing not just the tip of the iceberg, but the 90% floating unseen below the surface. Authentic transformation does not come from merely correcting behavior; it grows out of a changed heart and healed thinking about who we are and what has happened to us. This effects our leadership as well. It's okay to be a broken, limping leader, because accepting our brokenness is the path to being able to fully identify with the people we lead who themselves struggle under the burden of many hurts and anxieties. This is what Jesus did in his incarnation, when he voluntarily laid aside his rights and glory and came to earth to save us. He fully identified with us in our human frailty. The History class should be interesting as well. I still have a little time to prepare for that.
I hope to keep up with posting on Bible Blog while I'm away. There probably won't be something everyday, but at least several times during the week I'll try to get something up. I'm especially looking forward to commenting on Colossians 1:10-12 and what it looks like to walk in a way that's pleasing to the Lord.
One nice thing about going to Columbia this time is that I'll be staying with Harvey Payne, my accountability partner and friend, and his family. Please pray for me and my family while I'll be away from them.
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